This is how it'd be if you were gone

i was in love with this girl, but she put her life to an end she was the love of my life, and also my best friend i would have done anything to help change her mind she showed me so much love i wasn't able to find she was the most beautiful person god ever made she told me all the time our love would never fade i guess she never lied, and that much is true but how can i live on without being able to say i love you you were my everything and always will be my life won't be the same because you are not here with me knowing inside i can not ever see you anymore knowing you're the only one i'll ever adore you were so gorgeous, everything about you was right there were never problems, and we never did fight we'd lay around and hug and cuddle and kiss out of everything that is the most i will miss kissing you was the best feeling i've had and now that you're gone i will be forever sad i never thought you'd end it, not in this way i thought i helped u a lot babe, so why couldn't you stay constant pain is what i have without you here my love you were my only angel, sent down from above i told you i loved you a billion times a day i was in love with you in every single way you touched my heart every time you were near i'll never love again, that is my biggest fear because no one could compare to the perfections of you or help me through things that you've helped me through no one could be as gorgeous or have those beautiful eyes no one could compare to you babe, cuz they only told me lies even though you're gone and i don't know what to do i still want you to know that i'll always love youfor the only one i love Written April 2nd, 2002 © on Apr 02 2002 02:14 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8