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How is there Any One way to conceive Life from LifeLessNess when tears from Desperate confusion does drain the Soul even more by stabbing through the Utt-Most center of my own Pale, Grey Universe?? Emotional Despare is what eagerly catagorizes my very State-Of-Being, though this PainFull World of Stagnent Inner Wounds I do so bare will Continuously bring about a Horrific NightMare much too imposible to express in Human Language. I needant take my own LIFE,  ....For, with each "Down Spiral Motion" of Emotional Anguish, I constantly Die deeply within a bit each time. I'm Living within, and all throughout, a dark pit with the Pure Entirety of an Abyss. These ever so gloomy clouds that violently surround the core of my wounded Soul have Eternal baring daggers with One Function ONLY.... ..."To pierce with a Motion of Hatered throughout Any Decency that would ever happen my way within LIFE's Journey." With each step, along my devistating path, I'm weighted down even more, and it truelly becomes the Blunt Death of each Movement deeply into the Core of my very Being.  I fight to Survive each Stride onto my Sullen PathWay, and knowingly take each Violent blow through this Darkness that does keep me bound. The Blood that seems to often run out from my Self-Violated fleshy chamber of a Livid Body sings that Melody of Pure Contentment. So, Please answer me this Truthfully.... ~~"How does One Survive through LIFE's Path of Self-Destruction and the Eager abuse from so many others when LifeLessNess is what often remains to continuously be seen and Felt with much Intensity????" Mary-EllenMatthews/CopyRight2001 "Madness Carves it's own Reality" Written December 26th, 2001 © on Dec 26 2001 10:39 AM PST    0 • 1