! ! You Delusional Parasite !
Delusions of heated paranoia do strike the brain. It boils on up inside this darkness that's kept. Because of the simultaneous explotions all around, of Self-Hatered within, the very company You keep becomes Your hostage of choice, ...making sure that I suffer the Hell that You hold throughout my LIFE. But, you also feel abliged to shower that unfortunate ability of saturating an essence of Pure Kaos within my World. And it's all mixed with a Spirited Being of such HateFull Nature. OOOHHHH, ....What a Soul of PainFull saturations You bare. Those delusions that tend to burst at the seams of Your HurtFull Spirit does completely blind my consciousness of what's truelly taking place all around within my moving World. And, ....Of what type of Reality that's actually filling up inside of me, I am Purely DumbFounded to all because of Your inflicting Cruelty. By just Spewing a few decisive actions into the willing flesh plagueing my desolate body, that comes right out of the center of Your crude Kaos, I actually make my own World Your TruthFull victom, Your undieing Hostage, Your Butchery of Cold-HeartedNess, ....all of tainted, abusive circumstances. You are the Witness to my Slow burning Death Within and Throughout my PainFull Existance on this Planet of NightMares. My ever so CountLess acts upon my inanimate Flesh has names of Pergatory to bare within, and their names are deeply engraved into the Heart of this Soul You Victomized so anxiously.... ..."Borderline Personality Disorder" ..."Bipolar Affective Disorder" ..."Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" I will NOT give in to that sick, twisted game You inflict within my mind's Survival. I shall OverCome this disgusting LIFE with words that expell straight from my Soul's Expressive Emotional Despare. ! ! I "WILL" Live On.......... Mary-EllenMatthews/CopyRight2001 "Madness Carves It's Own Reality" Written December 24th, 2001 © on Dec 24 2001 12:07 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Delusions of heated paranoia do strike the brain. It boils on up inside this darkness that's kept. Because of the simultaneous explotions all around, of Self-Hatered within, the very company You keep becomes Your hostage of choice, ...making sure that I suffer the Hell that You hold throughout my LIFE. But, you also feel abliged to shower that unfortunate ability of saturating an essence of Pure Kaos within my World. And it's all mixed with a Spirited Being of such HateFull Nature...."