~~>> My Murdered Child Within <<~~

"The weight of Your Sweaty Pores Murdered My Child Within" You stoled my very Inner Child's innocence with that ShameFull Filth You did cram right in thru the Heart of what decency I was able to squander. Your, ever so large, body seemed disgustingly heavey as You forced the LIFE from my Livelihood's existance. You, NOT Only, thieved away from me my Young Child's LifeForce, but, as a Reaper of my Soul, You murdered the LOVE that this Little One was born into. The Utter-Most cruelty a victom of Death could bare, as violent sufferings, is one that lingers on throughout what all others call LIFE. Night after Brutal Night I am slayed by Your crudeness with Flash-Backs of BloodY-Shame. Tearing all apart my inner-most Spirited Being had driven my trust dirrectly head-on into the blinding walls of such concretely Suicidal NightMares. You needant strangle the Beauty of LIFE that was handed to me as a well deserved Birth-Right, for, ....Just by knowing You existed in my LIFE has litterally drowned out the future that I had with my Children, and their Family LIFE with me. Therefore, I will NOT waste anymore Precious time with You stabbing deeply into my decency. ....Instead, I think I'll hunt down the very essence of air that Breaths LIFE into Your veins, so that ManKind's Journey throughout Your foot- -steps will be handed that PainFull Noose. Each and every Molecule that makes up Your past- -decaying deeds, Your present bleeding furry against other Young Ones, and that Murderous future amungst those Children of Faith throughout their dangerous adventure with a Purity of Gullability, ....Will be sought-out and bluntly blown away without the MerciFullNess You've always kept from me, and my Inner-Child's Reality of an Emotional NightMare. Mary-EllenMatthews/CopyRight2001 "Madness Carves it's Own Reality" Written December 25th, 2001 © on May 09 2002 05:53 PM PST    0 • 1