Rape

To the golden sun I sacrifice my scared heart With unwilling pride I let them ruin my life. To the blue moon I shed my silver tears My soul is whipped and speared My world is falling into the night. Frozen touch of cold steel Sends shivers all the way to my heels The sweaty hands bring their warmth Too close for me to want more. Eyes sealed shut Legs open wide Screams shatter my ears I wish I could run and hide. They take my pleasure They render me their pain Steal my purity They win their game. Broken spirit I lay naked in disgracefulness. The sky has lost it's color the water raining down on me, no more light. Covered in their filth My life hurt and screwed Alone in the shadows Wind drifting cold bad news. Through the forest I run scraped knees fallen to the dirty floor I sit silently gripping myself tight. For the pain I hold crys inside me So quietly the maddness strikes within Broken windows,roofless in my home I have been riddend of all my strength. I am all alone No arms but mine holding me No comfort for this shame but my cold hands touching me.Written not from experience of rape, but rather close encounters and emotional frustration, also inspired by my friend who has recently been molested, so in some terms I write this for her also. I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea, this poem was not written as in true facts of being raped, more like feelings of if it had happend, and emotional rape, if that makes any sense. heh, oh well. Written March 30th, 2002 © on Mar 30 2002 12:45 PM PST, Kimberly I. Hunt   18 • 0 • 1