'Memories of My Father'

"Lost within the shadows of this dark realm I call out your name and plead for help, But you won't hear me. I stand before you broken and bleeding; Wishing only for you to hold me, But you won't see..."

"Somewhere deep inside I'm dying I can feel it slipping away Slowly seeping out of me I'm drowning in this pain Reaching out to everyone But know one's there to hold my hand You see me disappearing ..."

"The vodka bottle comforts me Tells me, don't you cry I am left here alone And my spirit begins to die I wonder if you can hear me Or if you know my pain Do you see the heartache? And the tears that ..."

"I really wish that you could see me As I stand before you every day As I stand there heart and soul bleeding Screaming your name But even as the tears fall and I crumble You look right through me Yo..."

"I walk alone into that forgotten place Where broken souls retreat. That place inside so dark and deep Where no one knows or cares you weep. I hide it well so that they can't see The broken spirited ..."

"What a wicked and perverted wild card the game of life has dealt me.Brought into this world and into a sea of hatred.To be beat upon and screamed at by those who were to love me.To have the very wonde..."