i love your sporadic ramblings

im intrigued by simpleness, i think without writing, or write without thinking, but im in my own world, neither safe nor in danger, stuck in the soft play of alphabetical categorizing, what a waste of time, people dont die in alphabetical order, and they certainly arent born that way, its not that were different, im just not use to your fantasy, i have discovered twilight again, drifting with my loneliness, what calls you to your sleep? capitalism or the worshipping of false gods? what new cutlures will coca cola create today? without looking back, hoping everything will be too fragile, what long drives, and what long words, just sing it over and over again, like circles coming undone, when poetry has won over evil, the small patterns of screens and speakers, as we meet on infinite days, when sunshine blooms from nothing, glowing on a morning of perfection, allowing nothing to go down, or come up, suppressing everything until it explodes from the soul, where is your secret? i keep mine to myself, and have decided never to speak again, will you transmit clear enough, and precise enough for anyone to hear you at all? what comes clear is only the perception of how one will recieve anything at all, i am not worth your words, a mellow afternoon of quiet fades, theres too many tribes for one to be safe, come get your photocopy of the de-evolution of man, without borders, mansions or modern caves? if they get hurt theyll just sue you, its no skin off my knee, ive lost the melody but we can fix that with a happy meal, i didnt know smiles came so cheap, if i dont have anything important to say i wont say anything at all, ill leave that up to boy bands and republicans, i shall never sleep again, laughter becomes thought, and people become machines, and in other news there has been another sighting of god selling salvation for ninety nine cents, where do i sign? united states or modern rome? when will evil empires fall? society or herds? justice or revenge? "thats okay, gods on my side" they say, add another camelot, love or fear? pretty soon it will be illegal to make laws, and the only defining factor will be a dictionary of medication, prescription or excuse? faith or hate? friend or enemy? blank like an ocean of beautiful pollution, we are killing ourselves, enclosed in claustrophobia, every once and a while someone will be original, the indefinite promise of a better life? or the definte promise of inner peace? midnight messages from God, i blink and blasphemize no more than anyone else, ive wasted all my smiles, when i cannot be stopped, and the wind is blowing with me, not against me, and the world has fallen asleep, awake, and alive, and smiling, and breathing, no suffocation today, theres not enough time to waste away, in my intricate ridiculousness, therell be no ridicule, therell be no giving up, no one turns away from me when i cant find the words, and it comes freely, take it becasue its yours, becaue you want it, because you have to, what will stop you? death stops everyone, but life keeps, perpetuates, every moment so that you can live without end, greater than the self, you against the world, and it could be no other way.???, Written October 18th, 2001 © on Oct 18 2001 06:16 AM PST, midnite_raver   0 • 9