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"the difference between you and me is that i am in a pretty girl shell, which shouldn't consume me, only it does, and you are in an ugly girl shell, which should consume you, only it doesn't.I really s..."

"standing on the damp shore, scanning through the cloudy skies you're not coming back, I realize. wind blows the hurt away water washes the wounds but most still remain... ... ... one tide can't..."

"I'm trying to escape from my inner rage, The rage that would swallow me within. I'm trying my best to run But my legs just won't give in. What sorrow caused me to grieve? And what grief drove me ..."

"don't. don't put all those false hopes in my heart. no. I won't listen to your "i'm sorry"s. please. I just want you to be honest. my mind's in a turmoil from all those 'maybe's that ran throug..."

"she walks along without a care in the world kicking stones and singing to herself stepping in every puddle she can find. she looks up. the stars don't look much different then they did last night, but..."

"Living in a shell, Not knowing. Innocent and pure, Unsuspecting. Staring blatantly, Without shame, She walks on Dreaming, Smiling dazedly, Grinning. Written March 17th, 2002 © on Mar 17 2002..."