Pain Given By You

I kept waiting for you, but you did not come near to me, I kept thinking about you, but you did not send any message to me, I kept looking at you, but you never bothered about me, I tried to decrease the distance, but you kept moving away from me. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. Without you, my heart seems to be segregated into two halves, Without you, my world has shifted towards sadness, Without you, I am finding it difficult to survive, Without you, believe me my life is meaningless, Without you, my life has lost all its freshness. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. You mean a lot to me; you are my life, You are my soul and my heart, I intended to spend my whole life with you, But you doubted my love, and broke my heart. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. Life is now a road full of thorns, Where I have to travel all alone, Without a friend, without any support. The only things that I now cherish, Are the happy moments that I spent with you. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. How could you doubt my love for you? Every moment that I spent with you, Led to an increment in my love for you, Deepened my feelings towards you, Attached my heart and soul with you, But my heart was still broken by you. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. I was so deeply in love with you, I was so mad about you, I was so close to you, I was so madly in love with you, That I could not differentiate between day and night, That I could not differentiate between summer and winter, That I could not differentiate between black and white, That I could not differentiate anything from anything, ‘coz every person and everything that I looked at, I found in them just you, Every thing and every person to me seemed to be an image of you, Anything that I looked at, I found in them you, Anything that I touched, reminded me of you, It was just you and you everywhere and anywhere, But my heart was still broken by you. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. You don’t know how much pain you have given to me. You really don’t know how much…….. Written November 11th, 2001 © on Nov 11 2001 01:42 AM PST   0 • 8