Death ( i thought of you again today....)

i just changed the title some for this revision- this poem is to my best friend, that passed away a few months ago. I love her to death, and i miss her sooo much. I would really appreciate your comments, and if you have any ideas about this or questions feel free to ask. Thanks Dear adrian- I thought of you today But I didn't cry those tears I remembered all the fun we had throughout your dying years I remembered how you'd laugh with me The times we even cried Now at night I cry for you I wish you hadn't died It's so hard to think of you To hear them say you're name Its like a bunch of razor blades That cut me, without shame You know, to think of you To hear them say you're gone Boars a hole inside of me And teases all my wrongs I do things that I wouldn't do Say things that aren't nice I don't speak of my problems 'Cause i wanted YOUR advice I've broke so many hearts And i've made so many mad I haven't smiled in so long Because i'm always sad No one seems to understand Or tries to figure out Why I laugh with tearful eyes My words now full of doubt I thought of you today As I cried upon your grave I promised i would smile I promised i'd be brave I promised that I'd go on And live each day for you 'Cause deep inside i know that That's all that i can do I know tears are not the answer They won't stop the pain But I'll cry until I have you I have my friend again Somtimes... I dream the sun will shine And scare away the dark 'Cause the webs that have surrounded My cold and dying heart Have wrapped so tight around me It's so hard to breathe My soul screams out in terror As I feel it slowly bleed But I promise I will smile When the tears dance in my eyes I will laugh when all i want Is to weep until I die And i promise i will never Forget the times we shared 'Cause you're my friend forever The best, who ever cared I thought of you today And i cried those salty tears I remembered all the fun we had Throughout our final years... love your big sis- steph"save a cloud in heaven for me li'll sis" TO- ACE "BFFAEIH2" Written December 15th, 2001 © on Dec 20 2001 11:13 PM PST   0 • 1