If Only Tomorrow Never Came

"Every day that I live, Solitary, Confined to my own self, My own thoughts, My own mind and my own desires. Every second breathing another breath, Crying another tear, Forgetting the last second's pain..."

"I no longer will wait for you by the seldom opened door, I know so painfully now you won't be knocking there anymore. It's been so long since I heard your laugh, Or made you smile... I'm starting to b..."

"I know you don't want to hear it,I know you don't really care,You know how much I believed in you,But you never believed in me.I know you see me crying,I know you hear the words I say,I can feel that ..."

"I wonder right now under the great willow tree, I hide from the pain that I have bestowed upon myself. I pretend that you haven't left me at all, But instead you're really standing right next to me, T..."

"Constantly you tell me you hate me, It rings in my head every night before i sleep, Echos in my dreams, But I'm here to tell you I don't care anymore. I don't care what you think or who you're with. E..."

"Outside it's raining, But inside it storms, The shouts and the violence, Muting the laughter, Never giving way to happiness. Is this how I'm supposed to live? Supposed to feel every day that I live? I..."