The Mask of Enternal Happniess
By RetroMelon
I was always One to put out who I was To stand up for what I believe in But there are deep shadows playing Deep dark murkniess in my soul So thick that I feel like I will keel over I wear my perky mask Cause it makes me feel more at ease But... I think, why am I here? Why does God have me here When there is this great Miracoulus place called Heavan Did I do something wrong to be put here I can't do anything, I am Stupid, lazy, self asorbed, anaylictal Bitch, with views that don't mesh With "proper soicety" would it be so bad to die? When your so scared of death It also seems like a relief I will live my life out till I die Yeah, sucide is even to selfish for me But, would anyone care if this masked being was gone I'm a lousy friend, daughter,sister, student Whose self pity is to much, cause Hell I got it great I am scared to die in pain But not really scared to die Cause then I can wear my mask of saddness And depression But for my time on earth I wear the Mask of Enternal happniess Written April 10th, 2002 © on Apr 10 2002 01:13 PM PST 18 • 1
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