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Deserving?

By ryltearip

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'Deserving?' Pain is not what a single soul deserves- or desiresSometimes the pain will drive you to get high, for me I've been through that, and it would mean to die My whole life was centered around one big lie, than one big line, one after another and another, than there was no choiceIf I'm not supposed to be who i was, than who am i ? I always thought the truth you can not deny, but when you stare out of your window, without a clue, looking under the same endless sky, is there any truth to be found?I drown in my own tears, as all the pain and fears have driven me even more insane What happens when you just dont know anymore?Who you are seems so far, what is a believer supposed to do? I only wish all along i would have knewThis poem is pretty personal to me, but I'm sure people can relate thanx~Shannon~ Written September 24th, 2001 © on Sep 24 2001 09:14 AM PST   0 • 1

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"'Deserving?' Pain is not what a single soul deserves- or desiresSometimes the pain will drive you to get high, for me I've been through that, and it would mean to die My whole life was centered around one big lie, than one big line, one after another and another, than there was no choiceIf I'm not supposed to be who i was, than who am i ? I always thought the truth you can not deny, but when you stare out of your window, without a clue, looking under the same endless sky, is there any truth to be found?I drown in my own tears, as all the pain and fears have driven me even more insane What happens when you just dont know anymore?Who you are seems so far, what is a believer supposed to do? I only wish all along i would have knewThis poem is pretty personal to me, but I'm sure people can relate thanx~Shannon~..."

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