'Vision I am Only Willing To See'
By ryltearip
'Vision Only I Am Willing To See' I always try to be happy, but all I do is pretendYou are no friend, never were, I couldn't see how The world stands on either side, no wider than the heart is wideAbove the world is stretched the sky, no higher thanthe soul is high Give me myself back again, I'm not supposed to be this wayMyself and life are on hold, minor delay I say 'Keep that delay, it could only help, for things couldn't get worse, even if you dug to the core'Delay this dismay that I so tearfully fear, when myself is so unclear There's no future, forget about the nearThat war that eats up my insides, I just black out andpretend to run and hide I decide I know not how such things can be as I breathed my soul back in to me...But who will I be? Undeniably all I've known is miseryHow is to feel when i begin to heal? Will I even feel, or will it be real for I've been numb foreverIt's not the best, but... Written September 27th, 2001 © on Sep 26 2001 04:16 PM PST 0 • 1
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"'Vision Only I Am Willing To See' I always try to be happy, but all I do is pretendYou are no friend, never were, I couldn't see how The world stands on either side, no wider than the heart is wideAbove the world is stretched the sky, no higher thanthe soul is high Give me myself back again, I'm not supposed to be this wayMyself and life are on hold, minor delay I say 'Keep that delay, it could only help, for things couldn't get worse, even if you dug to the core'Delay this dismay that I so tearfully fear, when myself is so unclear There's no future, forget about the nearThat war that eats up my insides, I just black out andpretend to run and hide I decide I know not how such things can be as I breathed my soul back in to me...But who will I be? Undeniably all I've known is miseryHow is to feel when i begin to heal? Will I even feel, or will it be real for I've been numb foreverIt's not the best, but......"