Confusion

"I'm Gone NowAugust 3rd, 2001I've turned my friends into suicide freaksim thinkin this as my blood leaksonto the floori can't take this anymoreim turnin the good people badim havin feelings i've never ..."

"these tears are dripping down my face as my heart begins to pound and race the thoughts of death flow through my mind looking for answers i've yet to find i have these terrible feelings inside of me t..."

"soon you'll see im not around and know inside that i've not found the strength to live through the days and i couldn't change my suicide ways this feeling inside must cause you pain but later on you'l..."

"the pain and hurt fill my heart soon one day i will part from this world as my knife is twirled around my neck i think what the heck why not end this terrible hurt why not cut the vein, and watch my b..."

"i have these feelings every dayits like my life is slipping awayi don't want to die but i know i willand i'll have no more dreams to fullfillmy pain and sorrow will be taken awayi am longing now, for ..."

"living in deathdying in lifei've no other choicebut to grab a knifeend it slowso u all can knowthat i was unhappyand my life was crappyi hated it heremore each yearu wanna know whyi had to diewell tha..."