¿Forever Friends?

thinking all day, refreshing my memory thinking of times about you and me knowing why our friendship failed understanding why you bailed i am the one who ruined it all did bad things from big to small i was there for you when you needed me i loved you so much but u still don't see you see my mistakes and nothing less i fucked up, i will confess but you forgive everyone else besides me i tried to be everything u wanted me to be i wanted you to love me as much as i loved you but then i fucked up and now we are through i was there through your laughter and through tears i helped show your strong points, lessened your fears you helped with my troubles, i helped with yours too i tried to show how much i loved you, i thought u knew i told u all the time how much u meant to me but you were in love, too blind to see i would have loved you through anything, thick or thin woulda cherished everything about you, forgave your every sin i would have done anything to make you forgive me woulda been there for you whenever you wanted me to be woulda helped you out with anything that went wrong woulda been there for support to make sure you stayed strong would have prevented any pain no matter how much it hurt woulda kicked the people's asses who treated you like dirt cuz you were my best friend, love and everything then i fucked it all up and look at the pain i still bring i didn't want this to happen, never wanted this to end i thought you told me no matter what, u'd always be my friendto a friend...i messed up everything Written April 21st, 2002 © on Apr 21 2002 12:34 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10