Just blow me off

you blew me off again, just another lie if another one happens, i think im gonna die i saw it all coming, once again i ignored it we were gonna hang out, i would have adored it you made up some excuses, tried to clear your name what the fuck do you think, my emotions are a game lets fuck with her head again, make her wanna die instead of telling her the truth, i'll feed her another lie truth just seems to hurt her, so why not make it worse maybe someday soon, she'll be taken away in a hearse making her feel like shit makes me feel so much better instead of making her happy, i think i will upset her break her heart into pieces, throw them in the dirt i don't wanna make her happy, i'd rather see her hurt is this the way u really think, is what i just wrote true this is the way u make me feel, u better watch what u do you're gonna push me over the edge, i feel its comin fast one more fucking hurt for me, and my lifes not gonna last im gonna end up taking my life, to get rid of all the pain maybe slit my wrists, or jump in front of a train drown myself in a river, drive into a telephone pole with any of these choices, i'd know i lost control know i couldn't take it anymore,knew i couldn't go on just thought u'd like to know this shit, when i am goneEmotions emotions emotions! Written December 30th, 2001 © on Dec 30 2001 03:03 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1