average teenage girl

so this is the life of a teenage girl you go to school and try your hardest (and of course its not good enough) you come home to find your mother and brother drunk off their asses but its okay, you expected it then your brother starts to cut in you he disects every aspect of you and decides you are shit you dress like a slut you make bad grades you sneak around and lie you hides things you are disrescpectful and you think to yourself..... hmmm thats not what i thought of myself dropped out of school couldnt keep a job mooched off both his family his mother his father stole from all of his family and he wants to bitch about what you wore to school today?!! who the hell does he think he is?!! no one i care about he is no one to me and my mother just sits back and sips on her cheap blush wine and when our voices get to loud she will tell us to be quiet she never cares about the abuse oh and he is such an angel he drinks water instead of soft drink! he cleans his room once a month! he cleaned the kitchen....once oh and never forget all the things he has done for you remember the time he stole your cds and pawned them? remember the time he took your vcr and ruined it? he cuts you down oh and daddy is even better he doesnt talk to you but he loves your brother (whom he is not in the least bit related to) he has a vice one impossible to get rid of and has no desire to quit i remember when i was little and i would go visit him there would always be a lot of people around and they all had the same vice and of course there is high school its self tons of rumors a float people with two faces and the ones who seem to feed on the humility and sadness of others its a sad enviroment especially for its purpose no one pays any attention to what school is realy for its a social parade not the learning experience it was built for and they say these are the best years of our life if so , SHOOT ME NOW! Written April 1st, 2002 © on Apr 01 2002 11:18 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1