Beyond

Cold and lifeless I lay upon the ground Wondering what comes next Wondering why you did it I dont understand How you could just throw this all away Watch me die and bury myself You dug the hole for me I fell right in I dont get why you are so cold Your heart tainted and worn Your soul black and full of negitivity Your eyes veiled by the false truth you portrayed How could you do this? I want to live agian I want to live in your arms Come back to me Awake me with a kiss Pull me up within an embrace Open my eyes with your loving heart I didnt want to die I wanted to go on I wanted to live my life with you Knowing all I know now Its never goning to happen I loved you How could you been so mean To strip me of my life To kill off your one true love To cause suffering on the one you claimed as your own I dont know why But I like it here in my hole I may find happiness here I may find some peace within all this emptiness How pitful I couldnt go on in denial Please come to me Hold me Kiss me Touch me Feel me Be mine forever Just like we planned I see you up there Crying saying your sorry for all you did But what you caused was only the begining I freed myself I felt the blood run down my arm I know what it is like to die Now its your turn I see you up there in the snow Burying your face in your hands Looking at your wrists in disgust As you pick up the knife With the white handle I feel sorrow for you I feel sympathy even after you killed me I feel sorry for leaving you And in the last instant You pause before you go To see a butterfly land on your blade And break it into pieces You know what I am telling you Because even beyond the grave Ill still say I love you Written February 16th, 2002 © on Feb 16 2002 07:06 AM PST    18 • 0 • 8