Angel

Angel Darkness forms from deep within Life now seems so sad and grim Memories from a past forgot You try not to remember, but you cannot A scream echoes in your ears Your face is stung with silent tears Whatever heart inside you flees You whimper out ‘just kill me, please!’ The midnight air rushes in Your soul trembles, your skin so thin You lay on the floor asking yourself why But it only gives you more reason to cry You’ll never fully forgive yourself For memories you put on back of the shelf The dark night sky is black and blue It feels your soul is the same dark hue Inside you cry out in anger But once again the pain grows stronger The cold and lonely night wages on Seemingly forever away is dawn The scars on your heart are so damn deep And all you can do is lay there and weep It seems in this world you are all alone The majestic darkness your only home You hear a noise that drowns your tears Strong steps now awaken your fears You lift your head with tear blurred eyes Your vision finds a shocking surprise A dark figure steps in the door And picks you up off the cold hard floor He holds you safe within his grasp Between your tears you take air in gasps You cry so hard burying your face He holds you tighter as you hear his heart race He pets your hair and rubs your back You feel your heart and soul come back He still holds you safely in his arms And whispers softly, his voice like charms “Its ok, I’d never leave I’m sorry I died, but please don’t grieve As long as you’re here I will stay All I ask is that for me you pray I love you so much, I feel your pain I didn’t want to make life for you a strain” You sob quietly sighing But now you hear that he is crying After all that happened he loves you still Quietly he walks with you on his arms to sit on the window sill As you look outside with a slight frown Angelic wings so soft with down Brush your face wiping your tears Releasing each and every one of your fears The beautiful sun begins to peek out The dark figure still sits about He wraps you safe within his wings Then softly he sings The same song from years before Suddenly you’re not alone anymore You look at him and he smiles at you Tears pelting the air then vanishing through He disappears and you sit there A single white feather at which you stare You feel his presence within the room The angel of your fallen groom You pick yourself up and brush off the dirt Looking around your senses alert ‘it’s a new day’ you say as you walk out the door Now that you know you’re not aloneI dunno.. I always like the feeling that someone is watching and protecting me. Thank god for my mate's health, I just thought I'd write about someone else but put it in these terms. I believe I have a spirit guide.. long story short this is written for him and my mate both because even when/if they're not there, they give me comfort Written January 18th, 2002 © on Jan 18 2002 04:11 AM PST   0 • 12