False Emotions

I go on through the day with fake cheer in my eye Nobody knows the pain that's inside They have no idea the view my heart does see They have no idea how badly I yearn to be free How can you know me if you don't look within Actually you're knowledge is quite slim Those who do know me best don't know me at all To them Silent Wolf is the name I am called Though to tell you the truth my mate knows my whole He knows what lies deep beneath my soul But as the days pass and nights spent alone Make me long to be truly at home Not the obvious home where I now 'belong' But the home where to live I long No one cares to try No one asks me why I cry They stand and stare shaking their heads in shame As if my life is a simpleton's game My heart aches as days go by Oh how I wish time would grow wings to fly Those who understand know how I feel They know depression is very much real They know what it's like to feel caged They know what it's like to feel raged I just want freedom, is that so bad I just want a break from being so sad I see all the people stride happily by Silently I wish that their hopes would die The way mine have time after time When nobody would give a damn nor a dime As I lie awake in bed at night Time after time I think of my flight The day I would finally be old enough To gather together all my stuff And leave this place without a trail Then wave in everyone's faces my tail Only my true friends, some which I haven't met Would be the ones who on my friendship could bet That I'd stick around and always be there Because I know what it's like to have nobody care But until the day comes I will udder silent cries And I will continue to have fake cheer in my eyes If nobody knows then nobody could laugh And run through my life like a humorous bath I will still dream of the day when I'm free Because on that day I will sure as hell fleeThe story of my life... welcome... Written February 14th, 2002 © on Feb 14 2002 12:58 PM PST   0 • 1