Hope Shattered Once More

As I sit here I wonder why Two bad days in a row go by Don't get me wrong cause it started out right Until I got home when things went to dark from light Looks like another year it will stay I will be alone for valentines day Sure I would have been alone on the exact date But for valentines day this weekend I was supposed to see my mate But fucking insurance owed and it's not funny Why the hell does this world work on money Money he doesn't have, nothing new to me But for VALENTINES DAY?!  God that stings worse than a bee Why doesn't anything ever work out Every day something has to make me pout I fuckin hate this pain, it doesn't go away It slips through the cracks of happiness and stays I wonder sometimes if people know They're causing people to be alone pain so slow Seeping through the body and taking it apart Slowly destroying people's hearts Hope shattered into a million slivers Through which the demon that is loneliness slithers Breathing fire to add to the pain The power your sadness gives is it's gain To be alone on the holiday that's supposed to be love Is as bad as ripping the heart out the dove For the dove stands for peace, hope, and love But now with money push turns to shove For me peace, hope, and love seems never to stay And once again I will be alone, for valentines dayHeh.. just found out my mate supposivly owes 250$ for insurance when he should owe 80... fuckin charging him for late fees that never were. Just found out today that he's not gonna be able to come, it was going to be our valentines day since I can only see him on certain weekends... now i'm gonna be alone... -.- Written February 5th, 2002 © on Feb 05 2002 08:23 AM PST   0 • 1