Don't Hate Me, Dear(18+ semi graphic, not erotic)

"Pathetically confused, Unable to think, Think of what, which is right, Repeating your name, as if to awaken you from afar, I know not what to do, If that which I think is correct or not, My thoughts b..."

"Is it at that point? When words become lies Mixed with wretched deceit Love no longer sought Is it within death? That gives one freedom Or within the knowledge Of knowing your impending failure Is i..."

"Searching through bushes Bushes of torment Covered with dust Long forgotten The dust that chokes In thy sleep In the mind It chokes In the eyes It releases In the heart It wretches Webs fall upon th..."

"I love to hate you I live to hate you You are my hate You are my life The life which I hate Yet, without hate There would be no love Without love What would I hate? I hate the way you talk Your swee..."

"Drink the sweet poison Feel it’s warm touch As it gently spreads Throughout your life The first taste is sweet Yet, it infects Throughout the body It wretches the mind and heart It’s effects are not..."

"Ah, welcome, Please, enter and sit, Make your chair warm in which a way you desire, I have fallen before you so many times, Passed you by as well, Why then, do you ask why I have you hear now? Ah, we..."