Lonely

"Hungering for knowledge , Afraid of truth , Defying hope with determined misery Yet begging for faith to live through this evil fantasy Watching suffocated minds With sardonic smiles Making hell ..."

"Pitch black silence and white fear Vomiting madness as hearts tear Dipping my lips in the cup of bliss Brainwashed that only I can do this- With one fateful slit of the wrist . Written January 1st, 2..."

"I am blinded by this light Demon possessed i have lost my sight Tremendous beauty is all I see Visions of rapture surrounding me Lost in a maze of ecstacy So high i cannot see An orgasmic thrill ha..."

"Drunk , dizzy and confused yet overwhelmed with joy, All i see is grey and bursts of bright yellow flashing before my closed eyes , Blinded by life -- unable to see death ; My lips wet with living , ..."

"The waves lap my feet playfully Leaving a design of white foam around my ankles I am enticed and i accept their invitation I wade knee high through the sea of blue crystal And giggle as the green f..."

"8 glasses of water Pretty , sweet , blue water; 8 thoughts to comfort me ; Memories of drunken stupor , euphoric times ; Memories of orgasmic heights - thoughts of mirthless pleasure Hopes of comfort..."