A Thousand Stabs Into My Heart

"What did you know? You weren't here then You didn't know him You didn't know me when I was lost You don't know how I felt You don't know what I did You couldn't feel my pain You couldn't even im..."

"For so long I endured all this pain How well did I hide it No one ever knew They didn't even blink an eye Silent in my room I didn't cry Why? It would make no use No one opened their ears to the soun..."

"I lay here with my wrists all bloody  Pondering in fear  You committed a crime, you committed murder  You severed my heart, you wrote on my grave  You’re just an elusive killer  I don’t know what..."

""I love you," you breathe, giving mass-less sound The utmost weight, as it dances around Inside of my wondering head The chains have been forged, and I slip them on Like a new silk shirt; a smooth, co..."

"I’m tired of my life And scared to death I’m stuck somewhere on this twisted, dark path I know my dreams But I’m clueless on how to get there I’m hunting all the time Everything is so unfair I’m just ..."

"The more I love you The more I despise myself The more I need you The more useless I feel The more I adore you The more I resent myself The more I want to be with you The more I want to loose myself T..."