Constant Contradiction
The more I love you The more I despise myself The more I need you The more useless I feel The more I adore you The more I resent myself The more I want to be with you The more I want to loose myself The more I begin to care for you The more careless I am towards myself This makes my lone for you slowly fade Which makes the hate for myself diminish I slowly stop needing you All I need is myself I don’t adore you I resent you Why would I want to be with you? I don’t want to disappear I don’t care about you Maybe if you cared for me that would change But as long as you are who you are Then all I have is this constant contradiction Written December 28th, 2001 © on Dec 28 2001 03:16 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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