Burning Rage

The decision on what to do The one and only thing that keeps me from you I have a disease in my mind That runs chaos through you Am I a guilty toy that you toss around? I have been branded By your inner bittery and disorder My body will never forgive me for what I have done I shouldn’t have given in like I did It’s breathless and so pacified It constantly betrays my cry for help But it was so hard to fight A fight not even I could win Now you are gone Left me with a raging fire And no water to put it out with Everything is burning to the ground All is how you planned I am dead to the world now But I seem to live on In you Do you not see it? Look inside your self In your soul Please let me live Please stop the fiery world you have bestowed unto me You have the water You have the love And what I need Please help me I love you I need you I feel you in every bone Why did you leave me? Why did you say goodbye? You could have not lied so well Everything you told me was a lie I am not loved Not needed I am not even alive anymore Let’s finish the job, you did so well Let’s give you your pay And kill me the rest of the way I will no longer stand for this I will take my only escape I will leave you alone Now...this is one of the poems my boyfriend, Eric wrote Written January 5th, 2002 © on Jan 05 2002 10:36 AM PST    18 • 0 • 1