Falling Into You

The darkness of the world fills my mind Another day I sit here alone Today it will change As I try to runaway It calls out to me Attempting my fate I fall Spinning Circling Crying I open up to you Your soul transforms mine I fold into you Silently screaming to you Your heart engulfs mine I cry out inside Screaming and cursing To where my throat rebels and raptures But yet it makes no difference My eyes grow warm with tears They fall insinuatingly My abominable mind reflects Rage fills me My eyes sink balefully Almost seeming abashed My heart fills with doubt and worry My barriers rise again It’s too late I’ve already let you in Inadvertently I’m trapped in you No longer all to myself But in your dogged existence My soul dissolutes Slowly seeping through my body Drowning into you Your soul touches mine It braces my feelings The thought of bereaving Escapes through my open soul All my negative emotions Disperse rapidly My heart dismembers Death could come soon Don’t spare me, please For now it’s way too late You’ve changed my fate My being has went numb My heart is now my source of feeling Love, commitment, and happiness What’s left to feel? Besides pain Or anguish But you wouldn’t do that You’ve entrapped me now And in doing so, one would never betray another For if you did This blade I’ve been grasping Covered in scarlet Deeply embedded under my skin Vision slowly fading Would be my only escape Written December 28th, 2001 © on Dec 28 2001 03:25 AM PST    18 • 0 • 8