Laced With Suicide

Entrapped in this chaos Dispersing raw emotions Spelling out the way I feel Why try to make it heal? Nobody knows why But in this body I lay I single out specifics That doesn’t exist Who brought you here? I’m free Locked away inside This being has the power to manipulate I cry Yet I still try Your standing face to face with fate Can you feel the hate? It’s here I’m here Tonight Don’t give up You’re on the edge I’m reaching the peak Don’t fall For I shall set you loose This leash Locked into me like a chain I reap No answer I rain down upon your soul The acid circles your heart Prepare for mass destruction Manifesting your being Tickling your mind Teasing your heart Stinging your soul What power What dominancy I behold Unto you Clinging to yourself Your poisoned being collapses Onto the earth You’re so weak I could withstand much more Your body is silent With yet so much to say Without no other way It bleeds Staining the purity among you Your soul drifts away Trying to break free I catch up No slipping here I crawl My prickly hands cut at your soul It’s much stronger than you I pull and nudge Rip and tug There is no escaping Am I trapped? It can’t be I’ll break free Killing the wonder I dig at the core Too deep to reach Even for you But you’re gone Tonight is goodbye Among fellow emotions You’re at rest I’m alone You’re what I despise But I hate to see you go This way I’ve seen many go Why must you let the fear take over? I have damned you And it is I who you will have to abide All because you gave in And let your barriers hang low You were terrified You were mortified You were laced with suicide Written January 15th, 2002 © on Jan 15 2002 11:14 AM PST    18 • 0 • 1