Darkened Rooms and New Excuses

And those thoughts are fading Like a star that's burning out. I feel like I just watched a film But couldn't tell you what it was about. I try to capture the moments Like fireflies in a jar. We try to be who we used to When that's not who we are now. And I'm sorry that the house burned down. And I'm sorry that the whole thing ran aground, But if it's any consolation at all, I have never ever felt so small in my whole life. Everything we worked so hard for is crashing before our eyes. I hope at any moment I'll wake up from this sad surprise. And I wish we could fall in love again. Walking alone again And bowling by myself. I wish we just stopped liking each other, But that's not how it felt. I try to write it down, But it doesn't make me feel like I'm right. How am I supposed to feel When I know I've taken your whole life? Everything we worked so hard for is crashing before our eyes. I hope at any moment I'll wake up from this sad surprise. And I wish we could fall in love again. It's always raining, it's always darkened rooms and new excuses. So I stopped complaining; I'm moving on, but I'll never take your picture Out of my wallet. Everything we worked so hard for is crashing before our eyes. I hope at any moment I'll wake up from this sad surprise. And I wish I was still in love with you.This is my life, please tear it apart. Written December 1st, 2001 © on Mar 04 2002 03:41 PM PST   20 • 0 • 1