The Natalya Project

"Somewhere in Eden she sits alone thinking of me, sweet memories. I hope she still remembers my name; She smiles in my mind like it was yesterday. I hope it's what she wants and I hope she's doing well..."

"Everything. You're my bacon bits and sour cream On my potato. Anything. I'm a rockstar, you're a beauty queen. And we look great-o. January, everything is bright and clean and we're on top again. It'l..."

"Somewhere at Central Michigan is a girl with a big head. She's big on getting wasted and showing guys her boobs. I thought she might be different from all those other girls I know. But every girl I kn..."

"Hey Donna, if you wanna, We can pick up a bite at the Whattaburger. Now, tell me how To get there 'cuz I'm drunk with hunger. Hunger for your love and hot french fries. I see forever and a milkshake w..."

"So blind and beautiful. Queen of the storms in my world. Far-fetched and based on nothing. Knock down, drag out girl. Touch like the fire of a dragon, Stare like the kiss of death, Power of total Arm..."

"Acid is dumb, vodka is dumb, download complete, can I stay with you, dope chick? On my way home, I'm not alone. I have your wallet and your platinum credit cards. Did I ever have a girl? Calling your..."

"She said she cannot love. She said we cannot be. She said I am so naïve. She said, but so is she. She said all the names she hates. She said only silence waits. She said she could do without All of t..."

"Twilight comes and brings along another song to sing. Written January 10th, 2002 © on Jan 09 2002 06:57 PM PST   0 • 12"

"A vase, a potted plant, a world of rosy-coloured thoughts; It could never be so bad. The streets all intertwine like snakes of bad tidings. But it could never be so bad. Never. We all grew up in a di..."

"You said that you are wary, I told you I agree. What was all this mystic, psychic crap? I guess that’s pretty ok. Time healed you, or at least it will after we’ve forgotten pain and the essence of lov..."

"A world of cloudy stygma infecting all your thoughts, But you don’t seem to mind. You do it all the time, But hey, it’s your life. He never was very special, Didn’t have what it takes. You felt you ..."

"I’M SO INCONSIDERATE! WHY DO I BRING EVERYBODY DOWN? HOW IS IT THAT PEOPLE DON’T BEAT ME UP EVERY DAY? I LOVE ME.A lovely little blurb I found hidden somewhere I had intended to forget about. Written ..."

"It was difficult then It’s difficult now You’re not voicing your thoughts You’re not making a sound You were so secure then, What’s happened to you? Why do you lose your head, And why don’t you answer..."

"My friends are out pillaging the city, And I'm at home waiting for my Thursday night lineup. It could be worse: I could have my tongue removed by psycho In a hostage situation. Thirty-seven months, t..."

"I hate Terry's mom because she's a bitch. I hate how she works at Abercrombie and Fitch. I hate how her voice sounds When she picks up the phone And how happy she sounds To tell me Terry's not home. I..."

"And those thoughts are fading Like a star that's burning out. I feel like I just watched a film But couldn't tell you what it was about. I try to capture the moments Like fireflies in a jar. We try t..."

"Thoughts and feelings, they are nothing. Daily choices form our lives. I'm in shambles, feeling everything. Only by choices can we survive. The feeling's mutual, I hate myself For bringing nothing to ..."

"Someday I'll tell you everything you want to hear. Someday I hope you feel the same, Someday when I'm ready to dive in again, Someday when it's okay to speak her name. Someday I'll let you rearrange ..."

"If I had had the nerve I would have held your hand, I would have kissed you until you melted. Nonetheless, tonight was beautiful. Almost as beautiful as the girl in my head. Almost as beautiful as you..."