Where am i?
By thespin
Where did you go? Why did I let you go? I loved you once. You made me feel alive and whole. I feel so alone now. Forsaken. I feel like I've lost something. Something that was a part of me. I thought I had killed you off. I thought I could erase you from my being. But I can't. You have a way of always turning up. In the middle of the night I call your name. You race through my dreams like some long distance runner. And like a run-away child I keep returning to you. I'm forever searching for you. When you talked to me I was calm. When I listened to you I felt comforted. Do you hear me? Do you see me? Do you exist? Do you still love me? Your words are forever before me, haunting me. Can I love you and hate you at the same time? Is love hate? Is hate love? My heart says lover come back. But my mind,my body,my senses, say, no. I'm through. I'm not strong enough. I love pleasure too much. What a waste I am. Why did you create me? Where am I going? Where is my goal? Are you it? Are you there? God, help me. Where am I? Written January 30th, 2002 © on Jan 30 2002 01:13 AM PST 0 • 1
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