searching life

"with no certain direction, a hurting expression forms. a brain storms. drastic, sporadic, and sometimes a sarcastic thought addict. indestructable walls constructed. life's abducted. knife's reluctant..."

"tomorrow... the promise from yesterday. so sure to wake up after dreaming of far away. it doesn't always happen like that. it's a fact, the hopes are pulled at... the promise can fade. just live for t..."

"it seems like all i ever see is an illusion intruding into me...a confusion. i can't get rid of this intrusion. i guess my only solution is a slow and personal execution. now i sit in seclution... my ..."

"now the sunrise in your sky is so full of pain. dark storm clouds are tearing through your terrain bringing with it a hurt that can't be explained, and you're being watched to see how you'll remain. w..."

"as a teardrop explodes, my eye reloads another shot. my mind implodes another plot, twists and pulls itself into a knot. my knuckles are stained white, fists are clenched tight and exist only because ..."

"dripping, dropping, f a l l i n g for me. this way, that way... calling for me. asking me, telling me, needing me... always thirsty for me like water f a l l i n g from the sky. but sa..."