to some i am a poet

"with no certain direction, a hurting expression forms. a brain storms. drastic, sporadic, and sometimes a sarcastic thought addict. indestructable walls constructed. life's abducted. knife's reluctant..."

"tomorrow... the promise from yesterday. so sure to wake up after dreaming of far away. it doesn't always happen like that. it's a fact, the hopes are pulled at... the promise can fade. just live for t..."

"it seems like all i ever see is an illusion intruding into me...a confusion. i can't get rid of this intrusion. i guess my only solution is a slow and personal execution. now i sit in seclution... my ..."

"now the sunrise in your sky is so full of pain. dark storm clouds are tearing through your terrain bringing with it a hurt that can't be explained, and you're being watched to see how you'll remain. w..."

"as a teardrop explodes, my eye reloads another shot. my mind implodes another plot, twists and pulls itself into a knot. my knuckles are stained white, fists are clenched tight and exist only because ..."

"dripping, dropping, f a l l i n g for me. this way, that way... calling for me. asking me, telling me, needing me... always thirsty for me like water f a l l i n g from the sky. but sa..."

"Who is this person many of you know? Maybe you've seen him in places that he doesn't go. His face is concealed, Nothing is shown. He stands there watching and waiting alone. Do you wonder what he's t..."

"the top is the bottom but the bottom's not on top. i wish these thoughts would just stop just drop but they do not. from right to left and left to right. up and down these thoughts are in sight... the..."

"please show me a better day. it seems like i only pray when things ain't goin my way. but i want you to stay, don't go away. you know i'll need you here. i'll need you to dry the tears. i feel your pr..."

"this. what this means is... it's war. but what would they do it for? why did they have to come into our door making all of our American eyes sore? our senses are building tension and our attention is ..."

"i guess... i suck at this. no one really cares anyway. shit, why should they? or why would they? i should say. i don't have the talent that so many others possess. the gift to be able to, i guess... p..."

"i search for the meaning, will i ever find it? when i open up a new door, i always look behind it. sometimes i wish i could take my life and rewind it. i walk away from darkness towards light but i on..."

"excuse me while i vent my mind. thoughts have been scattered and bent with time. if it was meant to find, it would be found. everything is passing me by, going all around. there's no sound at all. the..."

"no introductions please, you don't need to know me. it's only greed you show me. wanting to be a part of this, but you weren't here at the start of this. it doesn't matter where i'm at now, and it doe..."

"picking up the pieces, the torn.. the tattered pieces all scattered around. i mourn the shattered pieces, they fall battered and bound.. splattered on the ground but found by me. lifting each one up g..."

"hidden to those that i don't want seeing me. forbidden.. i suppose that's just me being me. unexposed.. ridden to live desperately. hate me? i think not. loving me seems like a far shot. dream..."

"right when i thought it was over, it comes back and slams me flat against a wall. rips my heart out of my chest.. as a matter of fact i always seem to fall. crawl for safety when i'm feelin lonely and..."