How Can I Begin When I Feel It's the End
By Trose
When I look through the past years and see what I have done And look for friends that are left when there are none Then started dreaming for all that I could wish for And no matter what it was...there was always more When I look forward to meeting the right person for my needs And that person shows up only in books read or when asleep The struggle goes on to live day by day hoping for the best Knowing the chances of it turning out would be like the rest Everytime that someone intriguing shows up at my side It's at the time or place it is my feelings I have to hide The thought pops in my head..."But what if this is the one" Also the thought of possible embarrassment and being alone So many decisions and not knowing what to do I've made decisions before and the good ones were the few With all the needs and wants, dreaming is all I can do When really all I want is to be with you There are so many bad memories keeping me away From saying the things of which I have to say After it's all said and done it was my heart I had to mend Tell me this.."How Can I Begin When I Feel It's the End" Written October 4th, 2001 © on Oct 04 2001 03:47 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"When I look through the past years and see what I have done..."