Sinking

sinking sinking into this kicking i want to leave this place screaming who knows the hate i have for this? you? me? God? what is this? Fate? suffering onto me like the weight of this life crushing me this painful something, this little something unknown my heart my life impaled through yours, to fuck up your own life your own blood and flesh, ruining your life regret everything, almost the pain caused to you, the hurt and to you, two angels of God all thanks is given, to you all love is from you, for you such pure truth exists in the depths of your common mind one goal, to help, to save, to love you have, so unselfishly so perfectly what is inside this, is everything to one that one who from which all this pain ripples outward hurting everyone he holds dear the sorrow is so great within his heart the love he holds for you so great, he cannot lose you ever without losing himself completely and in turn, losing everythingcant remember, Written January 8th, 2002 © on Jan 08 2002 11:10 AM PST    18 • 0 • 1