uglybeautiful

"turn your face to heaven but is there really light shining down something seems to be missing this precious gift was taken from a child's grip was torn one and all born free but everything is birthed ..."

"sinking sinking into this kicking i want to leave this place screaming who knows the hate i have for this? you? me? God? what is this? Fate? suffering onto me like the weight of this life crushing me..."

"i cant live with this inside get in the car lets take a ride tell me friend, do you feel like dying tonight? Its too late all choices crossed out, ill put you to rest then take care of myself [chorus]..."

"so what is real nothing i ask you kill me inside with rape in mind it why am i sick? Mama im so sorry you tried so hard i hate me im ugly so get the fuck out go away from my mind if you search long ..."