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By underthebelljar

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I want to plan I want to believe In hope It's easier to leave Than cope I want... I want... I want... But, what? I don't know It's difficult to pause For my mind to swagger through The madness and tears long enough To plan a better life I can't see through The blinds The morose mask I can't move forward When I can't see the ground I can't even reach it Or feel it under my bare feet Everyone's gone They all had better things To do "Answer the phone!" "No, I know It's not for me It's for you!" I can read all day Feel accomplished and serene But, what's it matter? It doesn't change a thing Nobody understands what I'm talking about All I want to do is share There's no one to take And, when there is They take it all And leave me in pain "The sun will come out tomorrow!" What a joke! Tomorrow never comes And it's been raining all day All I want to do is leave But, I don't have the means Cause I don't want to be here But, I definately don't want to be there So, where? Please, tell me, where? Written January 20th, 2002 © on Jan 19 2002 04:52 PM PST   0 • 1

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