You wanted it...

You wanted it? You wanted to behold the rage? You begged and pleaded You cursed and screamed And still I took it You pushed and ravaged You pained and speared You ignored and balled And still I took it Now you want to see it? You want to see the key to my soul, ehy? You want to see the rage that fumes inside of me? You want to see the darkness that you are so accustomed to? Fine, HAVE IT! You withdraw when I shout, fine You numb when I scream, fine Now what? Now what do I do? Do I have to do the same to you To show you what the fuck I put up with? Do you want me to go and play with your mind? or worse.. Play with your heart? Do you want me to go and fuck with others? Do you want me to show you the depths of what I am capable of? Do you want me to show you the evil that I can behold? Do you want me to abuse you To torture you To leave you to die like all of the others? Do you need me to be like everyone else? Drag you into a hole and cum and piss all over you? Do you need me to slam you into a wall Tie you to the bed? Do you need me to fuck you? Fuck you in every way there is? Do you want to see the way I can be? You wanted it… Just remember that… You wanted to see me in my entirety And pain is the only thing you understand…Sorry about the words... Written April 4th, 2002 © on Apr 04 2002 06:39 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1