Behind the Smile

"Dark days Bright nights So wrong Felt right Deep scratch Light cut Took time Hurried up White lie Dark truth Thoughts that hurt Words that soothe Imiginary But so real Shook hands Had no deal F..."

"Hi he said Bye she said Why he said Die she said Yes he said No she said Stay he said Go she said Please he said Stop she said I will he said Your not she said I love you he said I hate you she said..."

"I ley you into my life, Letting you see Who I am And what I could be You may not understand, But you'll know Why I am the way I am By the feelings I'll show you can't change me Nor would you try..."

"Decisions, decisions the ones I have made Some make you happy, others make you grave Mixed emotions up in the air Making the wrong move I do not dare You can't see the pain I hide it so well It's s..."

"SO BEAUTIFUL, SO SAD, SO ANGRY, SO MAD Her only companion Her reflection Her infection So beautiful, so sad, so angry, so mad Her only space A four walled place Her case So beautiful, so sa..."

"Sometimes I won't shave my legs Or i won't brush my hair I like to wear my pajamas all day long I eat frosting from the can And drink from the carton On sundays I sleep till noon then watch the movie..."

"Any day now I will be hurt Any day now it will start to burn Any day now it will all fall apart Any day now it won't be so hard Any day now it wil settle in Any day now life will begin Any day now I..."

"I hate the way you look at me And I hate it when you stare I hate it when your mean and I Hate it when your never there I hate te way you look down on me And I hate it when you yell I hate the thi..."

"Your ocean covers the sea Your weight covers me I put my hand in yours And your lips on mine It's so dark in here As if i where blind A simple little crush Could make me love you so much A sim..."

"Set it off Let it be Change it all Cage the enemy Set it off Let it be Prepare the future Repare the past Set it off Let it be Save a life Repave the cracks Set it off Let it be Change your des..."

"To my best friend, YOU have corruppted ME Your funny has hell Your fearless in the face of evil That's kind of ironic Cuz you such the little she devil I like the fact that your honist That you won..."

"An angel sits in the corner of my room And the devils knocking at my door A canle lit in the middle of my room And I'm on my knees with a prayer MY eyes wide shut My mind openly closed A cross in one ..."

"Tell me what do you see? A harlot A woman A girl A slut Beautiful Sexy Bitchy Hott Weak Stupid Demised Mean Wonderful Wild Ugly Keen Special One of a kind Shy An own mind? Written March 27th, 2..."

"My god, it's beautiful I wish you where here crisp, cool air around me I know how much you love the cold My god I wish I could share this with you My god, it's amazing I wish you where here slience..."

"you are a little rock star you with your spikey hair you with your blue eye stare your the knewlest person ive seen and the kewlest person im getting to know you are a little rock star you with y..."

"I was afraid you'd lie to my face I was afraid I'd be replaced I was afraid I'd feel that slap in the face I was afraid I'd be erased I was afraid I'd be chased I was afraid you'd force me to I w..."

"Why do you like me? What could it be? It is some thing i can't see My eyes arn't crystal blue My hair isn't beautiful blonde My chest isn't a double D I'm not a perfict size 3 My skin isn't silky s..."

"I fight the same battle I fight the same urge Do I give in? Do I walk away? Do I go? Do I stay? Your smile lights up my face Your very touch give me such a rush Your cheek next to mine You've given..."

"To love you meant giving up me You would let me get away with kickin my own ass I would say the more tragic the better Its such a same we could have had much more pain I loved you muchly What was wron..."

"When I found out It felt like had swallowed shards of glass Was she prettier? When I found out I fell into a thousand pieces Was she skinner? When I found out My eyes cryed an ocean Was she f..."

"Your heart stolen your face swollen Your life scattered Your things shattered your soul dying Your daughter crying Yelling is all you used to hear, Oh he half fixed that problem Made you deaf in o..."

"She said I never called you a slut I said I cant believe your really fucked up Did you hear about who she did Did you hear what she said They talk about nothing all day I cant believe the shit the..."

"Heaven is a fantasy while alive In death heaven is reality Hell is here on earth The cruel reality it's here to stay Our life line Is followed by a string of pain Between good and evil Heaven a..."

"I cant change it I cant help it Pushing me around Or pushing me away Im unhappy without you Im miserable with you Rude enough being alive When no one wants me Im such an inconvience to be with ..."

"What happenes when your real life exceeds your dreams What happenes when your secret wishes are answerd But I wish you where here To see how Im growing I wish you where here To come where Im going ..."

"Please all I ask of you Cherish my name Love me for me Tell me it's true Before you leave Remember who I was Tell me I am beautiful Pack up your bags With a picture of me Before you go Call me ..."

"If I where born a boy? Then I wouldn't get picked on Then I would be taken more seriously Then I would have strength Then I wouldn't have the stares Then I could achieve my goals Then I wouldn't be ..."

"At the end of the day, everyday I sit in my room, alone And I take it all in, one at a time I see the picture of us on my shelf I see your faces, and we look so happy I see the roses from you I s..."

"How could you push me away How could you not want me to stay How could you shut the door on my face How could you have me replaced When you needed a place to stay I never turned you awsy When you ha..."

"It's all gotten to big for me It's all gotten to old for me It's so cold for me It's not what I wanted It's not what I need I can't beg or pleed It's lonley day at a time It's for me it's finding ..."