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"I heard your voice and my knees started to shake. I was nervous. I filled my head with wonder as to why you would call me. As I talked more with you, it became easier to say what I wanted to. You ma..."

"I feel like trash. The kind of trash only rats eat. I scream for somebody... anybody... to hear me. Droplets of water, well up in my eyes. People wait, and watch, for the first tear drop. This time......"

"Each time as I try to get closer something pushes me away. Nobody wants me there. Me being happy wasn't even considered. What I wanted wasn't part of the plan. How I felt wasn't an option. I couldn't ..."