donnamarie

"These things that I've done. Oh, not so bad. The guilt layers like brick. The past is mortar. Scars, the cracks in the wall. Written February 3rd, 2002 © on Feb 03 2002 12:42 PM PST   18 • 0 • 13"

"the dividing line: divide love's defining moment? not i. the love of another has saved my sordid little soul, time and again. the dividing line: divides my life, divides my love. (no more.) judgemen..."

"go to www.thewalkfordemocracy.org read all of the grievances of the people of the "united states of america".  read the whole site, but reading the grievances of the people almost made me want to cry..."

"he first saw me. i wasn't myself. he talked to me. i was drunk. he thought he was getting to know me. i already knew who we were. he took me to his room. i told him my tale. he took it for fiction. h..."

"never seen his face never touched his hand but i know he's there. i've heard his words. i've dreamt his eyes. so i know he's there.okay, so there isn't much to it. i gotta work on it. i haven' writt..."

"MY FUNNY LITTLE MONKEYS, RUN ALL DAY! MY FUNNY LITTLE MONKEYS, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY! MY FUNNY LITTLE MONKEYS, DON'T DO AS THEY SAY! MY FUNNY LITTLE MONKEYS, PLAY, PLAY, PLAY! MY FUNNY LITTLE MONKEYS, ..."

"it reads like a story i once wrote. it seems like ages ago, yet it's happening now. it's like a scene out of "A Streetcar Named Desire". who's bed will i sleep in tonight? the plot twists and turns...."

"i place my head upon this rock so that i may sleep sound tonight. i fixed my skirt over my hips. i took my feet out of my sandals and i stood on them. "i love you. i don't think you'll ever grasp ..."

"there's a doll in my room. she resembles me in my youth. she is wearing a dress, though. she is what i could never bring myself to be. she always keeps her legs crossed, with an ambiguous smile sewn ..."

"i bled like a pig. i cried like a baby - inside. what was supposed to be sweet and innocent, tore and broke. the confusion the heat the anxiety the fear the confusion and heat. i could feel it ..."

"I saw his face - sunken and drawn. I saw the machines - cold and silent. I saw the bones - frail and hollow. (like his eyes) I saw him quiver. I saw him glare. I saw him hate. I star..."

"She's got a tumor in her head. Yes, that's what I said. No rhyme was intenDED. ____________________________________ She is the only saint I've known. I've met angels and deities. Never a saint. ..."

"It died with every one of my mother's screams. It died when I realized I was just a stupid cunt. It died with every crash of furniture against the wall. It died with my brother's silent resolve. I..."

"She makes me numb as her nails trail down my naked back. She's unleashed my blood and it trickles down my neck. I see others burst into flames around me. Her mind entrances me. I don..."

"no voice no sound just thoughts and visions no voice no choice all alone and arbitrary no voice no philter lost answers to be found no voice no conclusion confusion delusion no voice no noise dist..."

"I can't tell you to hate her or regret the 1 1/2 years of love. You did nothing wrong, sweetie. All you did was love her and gave her all you had. Don't beat yourself up because she let you down. I..."

"i need this right now. i need the contact of the pen on paper. i don't get contact from anywhere else... here i can make it my own. merely concentration to make it right, to make it pretty. the pap..."

"it is all coming to an end. New York, this is our Rome. the Empire has blasphemed. the basket floats upon the river's edge. all our chemicals and propaganda and 'politics' shall rest as Ophelia had...."

"This is my life. I am so tired. I have been fighting for my life. I am so tired. I have been fighting all of my life. I am so tired. This is my mantra. I thought you'd understand. We thought that le..."

"your words sting my ears, yet freeze my heart. doublespeak and backtalk. you stifle my emotions cause you limit my voice and outlaw my words. manipulate my heart and toy with my hands. ..."

"i looked across the couch. and there he was. just starin' at me. you know that lil stare. "well, now that you got me here, after all these miles and years what are ya gonna do with me? Hm?" (i brush..."

"running his hands along my breasts one more time... never ask. just tell. no. yes. "i love you." no. "but i love you." no. see, love doesn't change my made-up mind, my principles, or my heart. ..."

"why is the world rotten to the core?  why don't people care about who presses the red button?  why do amazing people long to step off that bridge?  why must love constitue hate?  why does it never get..."

"the rain shall fuel your dreams. these sweet, sullen, melancoly dreams of me and my endless tears, locked behind these bars. Written April 13th, 2002 © on Apr 12 2002 05:00 PM PST   10 • 0 • 1"

"a man is Manipulated by Power into just a Shadow.i am a shadow of myself, but of power? are we all shadows? what lurks in these shadows? Wri..."

"this was where i laid my head. this is where those things were said. this is what i'd like to forget. this is what i ... REGRET.um, i guess the title is almost as long as the poem is... ah, hell. ..."

"i long for the sun in the west. i long for my walk to the edge of the universe. i long for the night and her anonymity. i long for the moon and her solitude. i long for the warm breeze so i can..."

"DO YOU SEE HER?... She walks with me in the darkness. ssshhh... DO YOU HEAR HER? She sings to me in the night. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I yearn t..."

"it's hard to believe you're "NORMAL" when all you ever see are 5'6" chicks with long, bony legs and six-packs (beer and abs) and C's (grades and tits). it's hard to beleive you're "NORMAL" when you d..."