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"She thinks a million timesof what could bein her little black holeabout the perfect manperfect houseperfect dreamshe smudges hate onto  her facethe colour of fushia #5she dreams of her perfect childre..."

"hit meknock me to the groundbeat me and leave me for deadrip out my soulstomp on my heartpound in my headmake me feel empty tease me with a brief tantalizing moment of lightthen shock me with the dark..."

"Across the roomI stare at you,our eyes meet;you seem to notice me.I notice you, the way your eyes stare right into meas though you are looking into my soul.I feel so transparent.I feel useless.My legs..."

"Hello its me  Do you remember me?      Do you remember my face?          My hair, my smile, my laugh?            Do you remember how guliable I was?          How simple, how silly? How stupid I wa..."

"Or would you fly away or would you cling tight or would you run as fast as you can or would you hold me close or would you tell me you love me or would you pass me off as another or would you cry ..."

"she has regrets in her life how many times she has given up how many times has she thought too much how many times has she passed the chance up She knows its her fault she allows herself to be a litt..."

"I'm calling you ring ring ring can't you hear that ever persistent noise in your head doesn't it pound through that three or four times before silence begins do you deny me of..."

"I am so sorry to disrupt     what you have in your life           Apologies do nothing only endles ramblings of a       foolish person I have put all your perfect dreams   Imperfectly in disaray  ..."

"the shine of their faces plastered amongst their fears living normal lives all they can do is pay the bills as they pile up, they are supressed they are held down their dreams are lost in a breeze..."

"fast paced living       has taken the life out of      me   ripped my soul in    two   i've been run over       by an on coming    truck   too many      times   almost            daily     ..."

"I am a fortress         built of lies anytime I can fall                 anytime I can slip away when one brick                is pulled                                           loose lie..."

"drug me for the cause of salvation pin me down in the name of resurection let my mind fly away until my body pulls it back I am needing just a second to rearrange my requirements on what I feel sho..."

"can you guess the little questions that protrude out of my head can you see right through this common entity? are you too perfect is your ego too large do you recognize me? I am every girl wh..."

"this reverie is personally understanding the shadows that creep by punish me in the night I have too little to live for but too much to leave can't there be a compromise I am headed on a one ticket r..."

"rage four letter word for utter pain pain four letter word for hate hate a four letter word for shit shit a four letter word for you Written December 16th, 2001 © on Dec 16 2001 02:21 PM PST, me..."

"dear sir; there is something undesirable about the way that you walk and waggle your toungue i wish it would fall upon the ground so i could squish out all of your stupid little thoughts i lived e..."

"My body is your canvas paint me the way you want me to be and I will promise that I am all that you will every need Underneath this twilight the sun surrounds me the starlight dances accross your f..."

"i want to say more then what i can but every time i try to free the small minds they seem to swallow me up inside their hollow eyes is their anything going on inside their heads any activity, w..."

"i am clever, yet i can find my own mind when i try to speak my knees fall and shake like jello so much information so little time i am so full of thoughts my mouth will run away but i can't stand i..."

"words they want to flow like a river yet there is a dam blocking the rush and my mind flys a million miles an hour over time and space pull and push my mind jumps back and forth hopping to and fro ..."

"every morning i would wake up cheerios in hand my pajamaed feet snuggled in my protection blanket the one that warded off the evil spirits i turned on the picutre that let me see in to my make b..."

"the cold of this december as ice enters my soul i am frozen deep within only the heat from your body casually moving along mine will melt my heart my body and my mind have experienced so much ..."

"care is a four lettered word that you haven't become acquiainted with yet you know the rest they role off of your tongue with such ease, greasy and sweaty miserable murmurings of a miserable man ..."

"overcoming the comlexities of standing out in the crowd afraid to shy away, and people will notice the one who does not conform doesn't wear pink when pink is in doesn't liste..."

"are they here its hard to tell if they question this statement my dress my shoes they have a folder that is thick as a tree all about the life of little..."

"you slowly undress me     until i lay here                   naked   for you   so you can mold my mind   i    am    yours make me into a masterpiece                         you rudely awaken ..."

"lost to her senses       her body lifts her away betrayl echoes from the inside       help her escape pull away her shroud       help her breathe again                                   can you..."

"i hate the way you neglect me and make me feel like it's all my fault my heart can only be thrown around so many times before i feel the need to leave if i let you have all of me i fear that y..."

"someday i  will  become  comfortable  in my    own    skin and    someday  these bones        won't feel as though they weigh more than the entire world and      someday i can be proud o..."

"hide behind       slowly unfurling lies pretend as though be both love     the way that we are inconspicuos little details cannot      bring      us    down   we will live on for eternity pre..."

"you slowly move your body         onto mine     and comfort my frailty you possess in your hands the ability to    kill me    with    words you have all the power i am your minion i will fo..."

"cry      a    puddle    of    tears to    slip    and      fall maybe      i'll        dissapear no       more         worries           and             no             more        ..."

"hard to build up this sanity and    have      it    ripped    away    from    me               i can only hold on for the ride                 but if you wash your love over me   you ca..."

"i am sorry       for judging you   and saying that you             don't  know  how  i  feel       saying you can't relate   and        saying that you don't feel the same sorry if i..."

"tonight i will sit at home and cry my eyes until they are dry as the desert i will tear up your picture ..."

"i've been a bad girl (punish me)       i speak too loud     so that all can hear me       and inside theres   an extra special yearning   to be like you in every way     but i will go against i..."

"slowly revealing       piece                      by                                 piece                             the puzzle that is you as  i come    closer to          the        poi..."

"a scene of perfection     the landscape of life no more inclinations     to see it fade suberbia is a mild mannered             woman swathed in blood over the loss in her sons hockey game   ..."

"you have to know that creeping inside of you is a pain so dark so deep can you feel it move over you succumb to the fear it slowly..."

"you cannot break  this                  vessel         it's intrigue will last only a short while     but i am subdued by your need for me         can you hear the sound of             scra..."

"r  e  l  e  a  s  e      me             and take me from this night     relieve my hellish pain                         the aching will not cease   until i am delivered the k  n    i  f  e cu..."

"your face stands so serene       and so softly                   light    reflects     casts shadows on the unreachable           h    a    l  f you    are so out    of touch                   ..."

"on this little street in nowhere land lives a woman who pays two dollars for a ride she is wrinkled and she's lost all of her coins on this broken side walk is the wonders of lost men who have fade..."

"unable to be straight as an arrow and walk that path that was once chosen for me i can not comply with all of your strange requests if you have to open your mouth and at the beginning only words wil..."

"do you want me do you need me  crying late at night can you feel me stepping inside of your bones make them ache all night I am seeing everything clearly i'm in a perfect state I know you left..."

"you are the poet i'll let your words wash over my soul your hands have been molding what your eyes have been seeing out in this darkness my breath has escaped me lead me into your transluscent dreams..."

"your expectations leave me open for mistakes all of your questions are lined with answers I can't fake I can't let you control me decide when I should wake you are stupid how can you decide what I ..."

"my heart so swiftly breaking can be healed in the blinking moment, time too soon wants to pass ever moving shadows lie heavily on my mind breaking over gently pushing me over the edge the fal..."

"out there, i can here you so many whispers have left me helpless for you your body makes me yearn and ache and every passing day i am left wondering sadly and alone i let my mind wander thro..."

"unable to be straight as an arrow and walk that path that was once chosen for me i can not comply with all of your strange requests if you have to open your mouth and at the beginning only words wil..."

"What are you doing on the other side of h        e        l        l                             pick your self back up your dignity is dragging accross the floor                   I dont have..."

"gotta be a winner the first in the line step over backs and crush their spines gotta be a winner always on time strive towards the best devour all the rest gotta be a winner this trophy must be ..."

"am i visible       amongst all of this dust                 just another lemming ready to make the leap   can you be my savoiur           and teach me how to become perfection?   be nice    ..."

"i'll scream at the top of my lungs       as it echoes of the wall it lunges into your ears                         but you don't care                     with all of your power you let it flow ..."

"me my mom and my dad were involved in a courtcase, to win this court case we had to have my mothers mother there to testify, but she was dead, so my mom brought her body in to my room( which was all s..."

"why should i toil with sanity   and lose this battle                 it's innevitable that I will die       this skin that acts as my immotional void it  has been stretched so t  h    i  n  ..."

"wish i was in a movie                   things are so easy             break ups lead to friendships                           and pain and aches turn out fine and          once it's over, you  ..."

"Whats in your mind deep     deep       down             so hidden that tragedy is left open   baring your soul                 do you feel i would crawl so s        l  o  w  l  y over it (..."

"s  a  d    oh so    s    a  d,       my body      is      not yet                                   w  hat I w      ant (please become) breathtaking,                                    I have..."

"j  u  d    g  e  m  e  n  t    a  l   it's sad how    fast t  hese                ideas fly        from                                          your mouth                               ..."