Kabuki

"Eternity... maddening to think of. The past is gone, and eternity is never that. The vicious cycle of it all... and will it even have mattered? Never quite seeing around that bend, trudging on foreve..."

"Too many nights I lay, walking the maze in my mind. Turmoil and utter despair, thinking about all the "what if's?" and how things should have been. Peace comes only in my sleep, but there is none. Wa..."

"Float through life a mere ghost never really there There was you and I ignored you in my quest for no one with another out of convenience fear sense of security Never any control only a false sense..."