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lilanais archive of published lines and poems on Linespedia.
"here it begins here it is made flesh and now it blooms as she said a cut and forgive me today as i must borrow starved as i was for this i sought but for certain misgivings and souls undressed onto th..."
"and now why this and nothing but blank scratches on a page and whatever their darkest is today i took my notion of she with me and pretty pictures a hope to bless this and nothing comes but this and n..."
"(for mahal and the pretty girl) this was mine into the night: cautiously speeding and shadow in meticulous tow, making excuses in my head as to why this visit was really necessary, feeling heart an..."
"now i find these are pretty things you left here. there is strange music and comfortable language and pictures that burn perfect holes and drum up fragrant beats. these are pretty things before me sa..."
"my hands tied themselves to these insolent christened sheets, and these stubborn eyes now search your shelves for signs of me, and i spend hours at a turn overturning this skewed (and perhaps miscon..."
"head on my shoulder small chest rises in and out son in deep slumber me, i read haiku making much of quiet time soon, godzilla wakes Written December 14th, 2001 © on Dec 13 2001 08:19 PM PST 18 •..."
"how nice to for a small time be allowed here inside you and she wonderful small blonde thing fragrant and intoxicating purity she makes me feel this blessed beyond language and consideration oh how n..."
"here now in this same changed place seven and five and decades dryer none the wiser than when we first -- then we poor strangers rich in feeling through all into an uncautious wind, nothing lost and..."
"this is not a birthday song. you don't mean to be unkind; i am spatially aware-- see, i sit where i'm allowed, and i am completely fed where i watch you from outside. all is well and nothing's wrong; ..."
"frozen fingers frustrated attempting this posterity ink takes time to freely flow as i lose my clarity here under this cruel night and one sustaining thought to bless that of your warm waiting eyes to..."
"these ramblings fall from my dry lips like small scattered crumbs confectionary nothings at whose fingertips your weakness succumbs here you pour forth your restless soul head upon my knee plainly una..."
"(for mahal, and for anne sexton.) here where i sit and this flashing white box tells me not much of you or your philosophy today but i am thankful and not complaining; here where i sit and can dre..."
"i weep now for she (the other was water) crept up on us like afterdinner wine she and i two of a kind and perhaps i am red sweet and staining she is white light nonintrusive each a little different on..."
"It's the nearness I can't bear When I'm alone with you, As if your stare might pierce right through My entire being there. And how, with carelessly chosen words You can disarm me so As I stand helple..."
"trouble here, you see when i find certain things i seek inside your such vicious eyes sometimes capture me thought i could remain nonchalant to hide my concealed surprise seeing as i may fall right ..."
"least of them now still patiently watches the line grow steadily the faces of his deepest sense a lovely sea of eloquence here, one knows not her constant hold the rest silver she ever gold one, a..."
"she is alive and well. i always say i was born too late, but she tells me otherwise. she lives inside and through me, through all of us who scream to be free. today she has broken loose. she assured m..."
"you must judge me dear one for this mess i have made and what i don't explain and wouldn't try tied still by nothing and this you must tell me mahal for it is in your nature and i am still a woman of ..."
"(this is pure whimsy, and impromptu besides. and two beers and an empty tummy later, perhaps not a good combimation.) for the webdreamer, and for Morpheus. do you notice how the stars, one by one, ..."
"opened an old one today you said you have not forgotten shall i pray her month is over oh but never such luck ah me and my indiscretions new heights now and driving hard and fast into these begging ha..."
"she whiles the hours patiently away a curious smile playing upon her lips a secret uttered not but in hushed tones whispered quietly in her joyful dreams in long lingering gazes, in soft sighs and how..."
"oh hello kind friend my smile is bleeding well today i thought of you and maybe you could be proud i drank in kindness in small doses good for the soul they say makes the drummer stronger and they s..."
"what fearyou askwhysheets to changesecrets washed awayalong withmeand she on the morrowwhile i fadesix days of solitudeand two withand afterwho knowswhat fearyou askthese unseen quiversfail to showthi..."
"harder some daysthan this, though i've knownbetterand last call washours ago it seemscompany kept and nowalonei watch wisps waft and wonderafter you;does she make you smilein precise waysand is it her..."
"sold me short again today still cannot quite grasp what holds me here and so absorbed in this whatever we've been through this, he said but i just won't let it go perhaps the pain is only comfort and..."
"overfed and spitting lies somehow turn to feathers but that's all you see that's all it will ever be to you and i wretched now for nothing and he still miles away and reeling somehow was what he sa..."
"oh you. with your buttoned-down eyes, chest in rhythm and lines made smooth by Sandman, lit by the moon and sedated by Skyy. by day you yaup fearless at the world, wrecking shop and wreaking havoc on ..."
"you asked once what i wish for today i am considering strangely that you know me through this silence as i am and how dare i do this for you all light and heart have shared and see in you i am fluster..."