lost child

"i let slip your water glass (it screamed before it fell) this is me sitting silent on the dampened floor picking glass from my soulyou make me feel like a whore. Written August 2nd, 2001 © on Mar 17 ..."

"you smell of sandy pines and seraphimslip into autopilotthe echoes of cheerful voices in an eerie light and my own breathing You engender a feeling of me be of the opinion comparable like a whoreblack..."

"there are the days when I’m living in yesterday and it all makes sense the second time around i wonder what is this stirring within me why the air tastes like rain when the soil is hard and cracking ..."

"through a missed horizon's place of red dreams i picked promises full of thorns and found this road to distant sky my journeys were bluing again with thoughts (fulfillment)at the same time i chase..."

"a star-filled apparition, she's found dreams of Gathering influence. moon-drenched, her senses are swept. in the depths she flies a Perpetual angled dance of serene silence and falls.i frequently dr..."

"Mirrors muted children's laughter; the diffused sounds' dimming was silently framed.images turn to nightmares... children are vulnerable, and too many take advantage of that. i miss that innocence. ..."

"my only angel sways in pregnant sleep unsaved through sick veins seeps the delicious end Written October 17th, 2001 © on Oct 17 2001 06:46 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1"

"he softly drowned dancing in secrets' circle amid dark white smiles seeking but a breath of voiceless nighti gave up on that dance, the rhythm didn't suit me... but there are many more casualties tha..."

"Unstillfamiliarity restless stirring Waitingfor somethingEx p l o s i o n of turbulent anticipation;naught at the rootWaiting for Something   everything         nothingwispier fairy voices whisper   ..."

"we slept through tomorrow lapping daydreams from broken glasses sipping true sweetness never found alivewaking up at noon every day looses it's thrill when your head hits the pillow at dawn. still, ..."

"it seems we've crossed another drought with lungs filled still we wait (with shredded ribbons and widened souls) to touch cloud curves and to taste the wind   we crash our heaven in laugh-like ra..."

"you'll break Peace and the china that we keep (admire on shelves but never touch) with your loud fire you rule today but never touch the stars in the back of my head or my inner breathall he can d..."

"i wear my heart in the left breast pocket of my three piece suit of armour i too frequently forget to empty the pockets prior to loading the laundry no need to agonize for the odd tumble dry can o..."

"it is when the sky changes to a colour a texture a taste such as this that i remember sitting in that weeping bent tree wishing i could fly when i looked then to the water's stare it swirled and cal..."

"Let me drift in sunwarmed waters the colour of your eyes submerged anchor me there in your arms i'll surface for air and light kisses and savour the taste of your smilei had the strangest sensatio..."

"your private face stole moments tears darted deeply down silent curtains caught in stroked silk sounds and you knew my eyesit's impossible to explain your tears when they are prompted by some vague se..."

"invisible tender glance a vague strange senseless sensation of unskinned feeling perhaps something dissappeared before painfully sick nerve endings saw the haze-filled sinking as this familiar farewe..."

"Every day is exactly the same as the last.  Every morning, the buzz of my alarm rouses me from another dreamless sleep, beaconing me toward another dreamless day. Every morning I rise, and try not to ..."

"i spent so many hours breathing the same dead air so i turned to myself and asked, "just how high do you expect to soar while encapsulated in a threebyfivebysix steel cage?" and took another breath..."

"beaten pale of purity i push down   this     seed within a wind-blown head yet a dream glistens that your smiles raisei dunno... Written November 22nd, 2001 © on Nov 21 2001 03:38 PM PST   18 ..."

"i'll count your dying touchesand melt tears herebefore today returns.she has gone now sotake this time torape me with your familiaritybut never let me go.i realize now, that in it all, all i want is f..."

"i wedged myself against a sliver of sky and tried my best to kiss the rain but the rain would have none of my advances i feigned innocence and ran naked in the woods chasing my first kiss i held ..."

"i exhale one hollow identity and scatter naked obscurity as a hundred weeds tho time-scarred flowers woven of face-painted wandering inseminate my emptied lungi have burrs in my socks and my swanky n..."

"laugh with their callendar without echoing hide behind merry bliss listen now thunder rattles rusty tracks hurry yourself to share a box of emptiness an..."

"Your cobalt eyes shine offering a perfect kiss that i swallow wholeJoffreEssley and Slagman told me to try haiku. i don't usually do what i'm told, but meh, it was worth a shot. finally have a title..."

"i sat. for hours i sat listening to the lullibye lady hand out her dreams to those who wanted nothing of them, refusing to die. twice i rose and strolled, felt the chill and the stillness of th..."

"you lift the oranges and greens of your drunken muddled spectrum try them on for size do your best to find a hold (that fits your state of mind) the light shines differently here you say? these balls..."

"Somewhere                                   Else where with sapphire hand                 (and like head) her tripping caresses               brush zephyrs   in a September huei posted this alr..."

"there are too many colours. the carpet holds the universe celestial bodies pressed brightly to be trampled beneath sticky feet. and blue neon lights no they're not neon truely i know but they're..."

"the taxi comes to take us (away). and there is a valve on the back of my head no my temple the left one and it's a valve like on a great blue balloon. someone's blowing. smooth and steady, the..."

"I’m damaged I’m damaged she wears me like a crown accesorize her iron chains that aid her while she drowns I’m peeling I’m peeling and we’re sipping on red wine from tiny crystal amulets she’s slink..."

"I would have your lips if not your eyes, your hands if not your head. guard your thought, you may if i may have your deed. i would have now. yes, i would have now. and we sit time upon her alter, ..."

"he sits beneath a blue-white glare reading "help for the hurting" and a fat book of plays. he swallows too bitterly (a sentiment well suited for a sunrise so bland) and stirs in his sugar, asleep; ..."

"dislocated and asleep and stroked in pretending grey (without cold company memories) i dropped you into a crumpled corner on the arrogant sofa and screamed.hell if i know. i'm so bored i just spe..."

"from shadows she passes glances over ill illuminated caramel faces and sucking, sinking skin. she clutches her concrete rock lollipop as her tongue goes rolling off of the painted bittersweet smiles..."