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"you opened my eyes you made me see now i know i love u its so clear to me you hold me when i'm happy you hold me when i cry you hold me when i'm mad you don't even have to try you made me see a light..."

"all i can do is drown you out i hate the way you treat me i hate when u look at me as if i'm nothing is that what i am to u? NOTHING? take your idea of a perfect fucking life  and a perfect daughter ..."

"i wish you could see the way people look at you the way they talk about u when you're not there it makes me sick but i'm affraid i try to be a very moral person and step in and stop them all but i can..."

"when i told u i needed u you didn't know what to say when i told u i loved you you looked the other way when i asked u how u felt u said u didn't know what the future had in store u told me you didn..."

"i don't know what to do do i have this thing this undescribably scary thing growing inside of me? and if i do, what will it be how will i live with it how could i tell my parents all these things th..."

"give me the courage to do it i know the pain heals i know the pain is pleasure i know it makes me feel in controll i just want this all to go away i want to feel free     help me be free take away al..."

"sorry sorry doesn't cut it sorry doesn't take back the things you said "YOU'RE WORTHLESS", "YOU'RE A FUCK UP" no thanks sorry won't work here sorry can't take back words words are inbedded in my head ..."

"waiting waiting for that moment that could change my life i could be nothing in a second thats all it would take just one phone call just one person telling me news that will haunt me for the rest of..."

"one look and my breath is gone you're eyes seem so stare into my soul without any warning you give me a feeling of safety like you'll be here forever.... will u be here forever? all i want is you in ..."

"tell me what you're thinking tell me what you feel tell me what you want tell me what you need tell me if its ever gonna work tell me if i'm putting all this effort in for nothing tell me if i'm ever ..."

"upset. but feeling fine flowers all around the air is cool but the breeze is warm feelings flow through me like a wild storm i can't see straight i'm like a cloud everything around me looks like a blo..."

"confusion wraps its arms around me its cold hands make it feel like a knife peircing my skin taking me deeper inside itself there's no way out only darkness shows i feel as if time is distant and in d..."

"do you see the hurt you make me feel do you see that pain you inflict inside of me all of this could have been avoided but you couldn't be yourself instead it was two against one all this inside of me..."

"you never need me but i'm always there i always need you but you never care why such a sudden change in the way you think since now we have been attached by a link but now its obvious that you have a ..."

"you turn up the music to drown out the silence but the silence is eternal it can't be stopped it can't be broken it will never be anything else just silence pure, defening, silence the kind that won'..."

"everythings fucked up nothing is right will it ever get better will i make it through the night? these are the questions that race through my mind these are the questions with the answers so hard to f..."

"the pink frog and the purple duck liked to fuck they were quite different from myself and gappy you see, we don't fuck nor will we ever fuck it just won't happen now, the pink frog liked the purple du..."