MistressofMayhem

"No dreams for the future A prison of minds The hatred is brewing All thoughts left behind. All that I had Has been taken away My heart has gone numb I've not much to say. The burn is immense the pai..."

"I am pulled out like an old canvas, aged with the delicate mirth in years of creativity, peeled over by mistake after mistake; a glimpse of brilliance. I have felt your eyes reach out and teach me in ..."

"Why do you want to know me? My body, my soul - my fortress. What do you want to know about me? The reasons why I allow myself to live are foreign. Why do you protrude into the very core of my mind, ho..."

"I lift my battered body up off the floor straining to move my head. I see your figure walk out the door remembering words you've said... "You're mine to hold, to kiss, to touch," you told me time ..."

"I have to live with myself, and so I want to be fit for myself to know I want to be able as the days go by Always to look myself straight in the eye; I don't want to stand, with the setting sun, ..."

"My emotions are secure, buried deep inside. This sugar-coated shell is what I use to hide. The shell has now been broken, the feelings are all out. They fly around my troubled mind filling me with do..."

"Winter rain showing no signs of Christmas' sparkling joy. The air is warm, the sun is shining the feeling of happiness destroyed. The trees are bare they're nothing but brown a depressing sight to se..."

"solemn forgotten the way that I feel inward and outward too hurt to heal ugly misunderstood the way that I look they think they can open me and read me like a book angry alone the feelings inside..."

"Darkness overshadows the misty sea. The dreaded beast is coming for me. It is silent and sly, not daring be found. But you secretly know it's always around. When it comes it cuts deep like a kni..."

"What would I do if I ever lost you to Him? I would shrivel up and die. Mentally and physically not intact. My emotions running wild. My thoughts suicidal. How would I ever move on? I would sit by my..."

"Colored balloons Streamers Gifts on the table People's smiling faces Light music in their ears A key turning in the lock A person entering into the dark room SURPRISE!! And the real surprise was... sh..."

"He reads into my soul watching me with those loving eyes giving me hope of a new day showing me that I am never alone holding my hand through hard times caressing my face when I cry knowing how to mak..."

"Those so-called people we call "friends." I'm perfectly happy being alone. They make me feel so unwanted. Useless... I've never really had anyone show me that I'm needed. Those damn people - they make..."

"The stillness of a mountain The calmness in the cold breeze Snow covering like a cloud of white butterflies The laurel and evergreen scents are intoxicating Birds circling the seamless blue sky, screa..."

"Never let a man steal your heart; It will be his forever. Men tend to forget to return things. They seem to take whatever they want: hearts, freedom, virginity. Peacefulness that was once felt begins ..."

"-PRIVATE CALL- -PRIVATE CALL- -PRIVATE CALL- Blinking on the screen... Your calls They linger They stay still in the humid air They all sound the same Like a broken record that someone forgot to t..."

"Steady and slow, love, You need to be understood. In this crazy, mixed up world we can't all be placed into the hands of another. Hold my hand, love. Touch my heart with those soft words, Inten..."