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"See the family pet Biting the mailman's behind He sure has good grip Written November 9th, 2000 © on Oct 14 2001 06:19 PM PST   10 • 0"

"Time honors nothing traditions fade with me I cannot find release in you Walk with a question and leave with open ends and no one comprehends the truth I am the seer I do not see my worth the glorie..."

"Drifting off to sleep On top of my lyric sheet Like I used to be Maybe I can breathe Last week feels like history Like I used to be~Haiku by Mooseman~ Written October 23rd, 2001 © on Oct 22 2001 04:..."

"Close your eyes and I will give youall that you can seeClose your eyes and I will give youthe emptiness in meClose your eyes and I will kiss youit's where I wanna beClose your eyes and I will give you..."

"Welcome to the tortured mind of the imperfect perfectionist and oh, please do enjoy your stay it's colorless and comfortless self-depreciation in a sea of flame and fist self gratification for the t..."

"Sleep now child,the monster is hereby the light of dayrest your eyesthere's nothing to fearso don't run awayLet yourselffade into subconsciousLet the daemonsflutter through your brainLet yourselffall ..."

"Dinner for onethe waitress says hiwarm greetingson a cold nightfor the hundredth time Written October 20th, 2001 © on Oct 22 2001 05:55 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1"

"You make no sense you make me mad you make me stupid and crazy You take offense you take my hand you take my will and you break me you make me bleed you make me bow you take my blood and you save m..."

"Frantic, in the darkI'll save my useless wordsthe ones you'll never seeWorthless piece of artsmile for my faceless friendsthe ones I'll never meetSearching, for a souland cherishing the waythat we can..."

"I'm feeling dizzied up If I can keep it up I'm trying to stay up and keep the earth from falling I think I've had enough If I can keep it up I feel like giving up and running from my calling I am a ..."

"Howling empty skies searching for a reason why purpose for my painepiphany's a bitch. Written October 28th, 2001 © on Oct 28 2001 01:15 PM PST   0 • 1"

"not losing a son but gaining a relation not losing an hour but spending time not judging yourself just making observations not killing yourself just drunk and high not dying not dying yet not dyin..."

"-In a crowd in the midst of chaos, there's a single driving force He's alone and he's pushing past inatimate control There's no touch no feeling but the pain that is his own But when we're close I ca..."

"You can't hurt me now I found where I left my heart In my other pants Written November 8th, 2001 © on Nov 08 2001 05:08 AM PST   0 • 14"

"Woke up feeling kinda funny legs too long and arms too short hit myself from every angle movement was a last resort the pain started getting to me anger was my first reply everything was falling th..."

"Not too inspired can't think of a title yet oh well, whatever. Written November 9th, 2001 © on Nov 09 2001 02:17 AM PST   0 • 14"

"J. R. R. Tolkien new Lord of the Rings movie must... not... piss... myself... Written November 9th, 2001 © on Nov 09 2001 02:20 AM PST   0 • 14"

"When did you stop learning from mistakes when did everything I say stop mattering when did you become so well-to-do when did everything I want start haunting you from the start I felt sorry you have..."

"Spam: some parts are meat what is it really made of I don't want to know It's not too bad fried if you dont think about it ... lost my appetiteSPAM spelled backwards is MAPS! BOB spelled backwards is..."

"Honey, where's the milk? I don't think it's in the fridge! oh, wait... there it is. Written November 9th, 2001 © on Nov 09 2001 05:37 AM PST   0 • 14"

"I've got a need for automation I've got a need to integrate I've got a love for replication I've got a lovely metal face I've got electric stimulation I've got extensive enterprise I've got a drive..."

"run around wield the axe and laugh at what I am and what you have become nothing hurts everything is fine if you just watch I'll dedicate my anguish to your fun stay with me I promise to be bad if y..."

"What are the odds that you coul sabotage another perfect plan how did you know just how the wind would blow a psychic weather man I was as mean as my own rain machine I piloted that day I was a god..."

"why is it so cold inside my hell? sinking in the fold I might as well lie inside my cell yes I'm okay locked up like a dead insect why are they afraid I'm only staring through you I'm only breaking..."

"9 to 5 from 10 to 6 then 6 to 12 and after midnight 40 hours of misery at $6.50 it's just not right work is crap an Illiad a myriad of high priced food-junk dangerous embarassing and harrowing as s..."

"Born of a sire I'm a childe I'm a slave Damned to be dead and alive in my grave the masquerade... (chourus) The Masquerade and the slow Jyhad the end of days the wrath of God (/chourus) Lust for..."

"let it in your eyes let the beast inside filling up your mind reaching new levels of depravity let the devil cry let the beast inside filling up your mind crying out in newfound insanity foot inside..."

"Super villans never phased him one burrito rendered him ill sweat ran down his spider-forehead get home before spider-pants fill! Peter Parker Packed with peppers shouldn't have had that mexican meal..."

"I was a poet and I didn't know it took me eighteen years to show it words on a canvas and you can bet your ass I paint like feet on broken glass leaving a story scattered and bloody leading to the c..."

"for every note he sings there has been a drop blood, sweat, tears, and... other fluids and as the chourus rings you realize oh... my... God... he fills a bucket the rigors of the road leading up to ..."

"thinking back about what you said common sense and all that now I know I never got the chance to know what you knew already never had sleepovers like you did laughing and sharing thoughts every tim..."

"too much all at once stop it i can't fight back have to choose my battles storm away scenarios flash through my brain need to break something teeth grind pillows go back to shape need to leave a re..."

"unshaven morning yawning in my boxer shorts pizza for breakfastMMmmmmmmm... Coffee... *scratch* Written November 20th, 2001 © on Nov 20 2001 02:06 AM PST   0 • 14"

"I don't want your robotic answers unified, and final I just wanted some contemplation shoulders, not solutions you can't solve this with synthetic thoughts it's a moral question you think you can r..."

"even though my shower left me cold and your number washed away you should know I'll call you anyway you may have led me on but still I chased you may have promised me that I could stay but still I ..."

"there was no word there was no warning maybe you want to suffer me there was no thought there was no reason you add insult to injury it's not my room this is a cell now a dirty floor a broken mind ..."

"Lying on my back I'm unafraid, and helpless watching clouds take shape they're whispering, amorphous the canvas of the sky is stretching out, it's endless the world is far too big for one like me, ..."

"*I knowyou've been here for so long... so longso sadto watch you leaveI knowI can see your mind is achingso badyou can't believeevery body's sorryI knowI can see your body shakingso sadto watch you gr..."

"I'm tired of hearing about loverswindow shoppingfor things I can't affordI'm sick of being the wallflowerhands are shakingmy eyes stuck to the floorI'm tired of questions without answersfriends are la..."

"The heater is onbut I don't have the strengthto get up anywaymy hatred is gonebecause it's not my faultthat I was made this waylock-jawed and racingat the edge of peaceand falling off the bedfrantic a..."

"Just figured it out I'm not guilty I'm brave Just threw off the weight begin to breathe alive would have never known I was fighting disease God, you allowed me you let me fall thank youI'm a happy ..."

"I wrote this instead of taking a test... I was in the middle of a depressive episode, and I just couldn't do it Not that I didn't know the material I did I just couldn't force myself to write the ans..."

"This really freaks me out... let me explain. I was walking home from work today, about 2.5 miles, not too far. And, as I always do, I sang. Walking in 4/4 time. I just sang whatever came into my hea..."

"Life comes crashing down and up around me lost just when I've found a place to envy words by candle light a storm and fury worse than parasites of rhyme and worry cope with inner dread a dream of ..."

"You tell me that I'm different you tell me I'm alone well, while you're at it tell me something I don't know you tell me that I'm jaded you tell me that I'm cold well while you're at it, tell me some..."

"sitting on the cold first thing in the morning the door is locked the sleep is fading slippers on his feet first thing in the morning his pants are down and he is waiting reading breaking news first..."

"Dagger toes, a scratching post a mother and a child stillborn fangs and baby's breath a patient running wild like a spider's offered flesh a cradle and a curse wrapped in hybrid devil mesh a patien..."

"you're feeling sleepy your eyelids grow heavier you are now relaxed I'm going to speak you will be obedient microsoft is love mother and father your alpha and omega mac sucks donkey balls you love ..."

"knowing you not just in my eyes not just in my hands but in my mind and in my heart finding you learning who you are learning how I feel like something new and beautiful reaching you on my tippy toe..."

"I can feel it the abscence of the butterflies finally I can realize my dreams this is serious accepting my meager prize I'm holding my head up high it seems -but this is my way of standing out in f..."

"fighting the urge in a quiet room to hold your hand and smell your hair fighting the words and what they might do I'll kiss your hand and hold your stare -this is not the time -this is not the place..."

"prophetic dreams of ugliness or was it all okay? perhaps I need to look inside or maybe look away fumble spit and screaming fool a spectacle of sound blind and bloated broken boy a prison all around ..."

"I know why you shiver how can you be sure how can you still love me what are boyfriends for what if I was perfect what if we were wrong how can you be sorry how can I be strong I'll be around if you..."

"I didn't like the sound but I hated that smell the hissing mechanics of it all the thought that it might explode the thought of being devoured alive still, we ventured on through the maw of hell no..."

"what you see is what you get WYSIWYG for the few engineering in 3D is the least of what I do the content is the hardest thing but layout is a breeze except when you are blind and tired and the baseme..."

"walking down the street in a comfy pair of shoes I let out a sigh walking down the street makes me feel warm and fuzzy watching cars go by walking down the street watching people buying things tear ..."

"soul floats away on uranium wings as the amber sky flickers and dies look down below at what confidence brings at the boiling oceans' demise thrown to the wind like a fluttering seed like a body tha..."

"Love is a powerful thing like any weapon that is used to kill how can I believe in anything the rules are changing but like hell I will love is a reason to sing like any victory of bloody skill how..."

"still think about her sometimes when I smile, and then I cry and wonder why still see her laughing eyes so sure of what she felt I wonder why still feel the warmth sometimes sends shivers down my ba..."

"you're screaming like a banshee you're wailing at the sun why don't you come down here we could just drive and be happy you're alive it's not like sleep you're wailing at the sun why are we waiting h..."