silent scream

"just let me cry just let me free don't hold me any longer ghost of cage entrapment please let me be alone I have nobody left just me myself and I can I plead on my knees? can I watch you take me away ..."

"Filled with regret look I've started Another heart beating another cold and blue never meant for it to be this painful I thought these hearts were both beating in sync Red and glowing beating with ..."

"It's so funny to them yeah, I'm a whore what's considered  whore? hmm? 'cause I don't believe I am I can't help the feelings I have real depression     real pain         real angst and yet the fun d..."

"As I spilled my whole life story to my very own mother I felt closer to her thinking she was listening about my depression my emotional distress she stopped me and turned up the radio letting me hear..."

"How can you be so thoughtless?why do you say and do those things?especially to those you care about I said faggot I'm so stupid how could I be so inconsiderate?!I don't know how she feels about it I d..."

"Obsessing? over me? I don't know if I can see through the window Just stop looking talking moving because I don't know how else to say it Stalking? myself? There's so much frustration building up I j..."

"It physically hurts to be the raindrop that lands in the lake of these They are so much more than me bulemic, anorexic and all. They are so much more useful than me fucking until you fall. I am a bl..."

"Run your fingers through my hair hold me tightly to what you love I just want to be with this and nothing else in the dark i don't want shadows in the light to be alone it's been here too long and no..."

"So they stand. blue, green, red and purple. the blue being annoying. the green being subtle. the red being cute. the purple being rebellious. *** Blue sees the cloud turning more grey every..."

"I can't break through the door I don't own with shattered blue flowers and orange popcicle lips. The angels need to die black inside faults as no other. Make them feel better because I can't do it alo..."

"it's a black bug crawling up my spine with eyes shimmering red and claws digging bright. it was searching for a place to scrape the bone and it found a couple, lucky. so I don't know how to get it ou..."